Saturday, July 17, 2010


This has been an interesting summer. So many things are bringing back lots of memories and seem to be making everything "fresh" again in my heart and mind. The void Todd left seems to be getting bigger as the kids grow older. C.S. Lewis talked about grief being a spiral, then questioned for himself, is this an upward spiral or downward spiral? Good question. I'm not sure, but I'm definitely coming back again to all the pain and missing Todd so very, very much.

Lately I've been fascinated with the clouds. Maybe because that's where my heart is? I long to see Jesus and heaven and be re-united once again with Todd and so many others that have gone before us into heaven. I've been taking pictures of clouds for weeks now and my kids think I'm crazy (especially when I take them while we are driving!). Late last night I put together this slide show. Hope you enjoy it as much as I do! Despite the pain, the missing, the void, the longing to talk with Todd again and see him again, things truly are "Well With My Soul" through it all!